Cindy sent a note early Wednesday, 17 September 2014 that Pastor Bob Wilson died that morning. I sat on the bench on our front porch in Guatemala. I thought of some of the conversations with this dear brother in the LORD. I remembered some of his teachings, stories and sermons. I remember Juanita his wife, Robin his daughter, there are other children but I did not know them – praying for them as I remember. I wish all of you could have been in my church the day that both Bob and Juanita shared the testimony of their salvation. It was a proper balance of who they once were and glorifying Jesus our Redeemer. So many testimonies are 20 minutes of who I was and a two minute oh by the way Jesus died for me… not Bob and Juanita. Jesus is the star of the show in the Wilson memoirs.
I complained once to Bob about being stressed about job, every other day on call, often 12 hours days, trying to build the ministry MedEquip Missions and balancing family in that formula. Bob gave Godly advice for a life once again out of control. Self control is a fruit of the spirit he explained, but the thing I remember most is his acronym for BUSY: Being Under Satan’s Yoke. It helped trigger the move into missions full time for the McCutcheon family.
Cindy and I reject the term sacrifice as a descriptive of mission work. Don’t get me wrong, it is difficult at times but for the most part there is a peace of knowing that this is what God has called us to. Then to compare what we do with the true sacrifice Christ made for us is offensive frankly. The only thing that comes close to smelling like sacrifice is missing family, not being here for the parting of friends – things that are deeply relational. I have missed David Barger and William Mayhew’s funerals. Those hurt a bit. Men who had been put in my path to teach me things that God would have a son learn, were called home and I could not be here. Not this time. I came to western NC to be part of this home going. Now mixed in that is a chance to see my wife, children, and grandchildren a blessing to be sure.
Romans ch 12 came to mind. This chapter is a rich chapter in Paul’s writings. After encouraging believers to be transformed the thirteenth apostle starts to teach what transformation looks like. Here is what pops off the page. Verse 15 says, “Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.” End extremes it seems, in the same verse, the same sentence, so close together. In my TODAY, we went to a wonderful church service. I listened to a powerful message about clay in the Potter’s Hands. Prayed with my wife at the front of our home church and then home to eat pot roast, potatoes, green beans with Jason and Hadley, Peggy, Cindy and my granddaughters. Olivia (grandchild #1) is so mature, we talked for awhile. Her little sister, however, not yet two years old, is still not comfortable with a grandad she cannot remember seeing. So slowly I approach, retreat, approach again with a different tactic, ICE CREAM and she finally comes to my lap, empties my shirt pocket of pens and iPhone. SCORE! Sarah on granddad’s lap punching buttons and putting sticky ice cream finger prints on the screen. I will clean my cell phone next month right now I rejoice… then two hours later I weep with a dear family that has lost husband, father, grandfather, uncle. But it is not weeping like the world weeps. There is the hope of resurrection in the conversation. There are words of joy and peace in the midst of the grief. Rejoice and weep are intentionally, buy an act of the Holy Spirit’s inspiration touching each other in Romans 12:15. This is life in verse.
Sigh, some reading this feel guilty to rejoice in one moment and weep in another. It is an issue of obedience. I can rejoice in my granddaughter’s presence, and should do so. In these relationships will come the opportunity to disciple young minds and hearts. Sarah on my lap, Olivia engaged in conversation – are blessings from my God. Encouraging my son and daughter in grace are part of the priesthood of fathering. Equally obedient is leaving the house and going to Groce Chapel and meet the Wilson family and talk and share with family. Cry when Cindy and I hug Juanita’s neck, see her beautiful smile in the midst of this sea of family and friends. This is more than respect, my brother deserves respect. But it is love. Christ loving through us. It is obedience. One more thing jumps off the page today…
God is a God of action. He commands His kids (believers) to act, but notice He keeps some things for Himself. Rejoice/weep is ours to do in the midst of the fellowship of saints here and now on this earth. No where are we to hold back or give it to God to do. But notice in Romans 12:19 Paul says, “Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord. ” In our work in Guatemala violence and sexual abuse of women and children seems rampant and justice is minimal. One estimate I read, is that 10% of guilty parties are ever arrested and of those 10% are convicted. Vigilante justice is an under current in rural settings. You can imagine why. I say that to highlight God keeps some of His work, vengeance in this case, to Himself. There is a principal here. God has work for us to do. Be obedient in that work. God has a work for God to do. Be watchful. Don’t give back to God the labor He asks of us. Don’t take up that which He keeps to Himself.
Bob Wilson is a brother in the LORD. Those of you who know him intimately will see irony in Bob talking to me about being busy… (for those of you that don’t know, Bob was often referred to as the Every Ready Bunny managing our feeding program, preaching on Wednesdays, working with a children’s program/summer camps, Christmas gift giving, on the board of our church and youth ministry above, constantly discipling, encouraging, of which Cindy and I are benefactors). I know Bob and Juanita are faithful in praying for our work in Guatemala and I will miss him. I WILL see him again. I will be looking at the back of his head since he is now closer to the Throne of the Holy One of Israel.
Dennis and Cindy McCutcheon
We are blessed in too many ways to count. As some of you know Cindy has returned to a job in the USA. I remain in Guatemala to handle the ministry of Vine International. It is not the most pleasant of situations, but we believe it is what needs to be done. Not knowing the future we desire to have our debt retired. We have reduced our living expenses to less than half what they first were when we moved to Guatemala. Many people in the USA think it is cheaper to live here. Some items are (vegetable and AVOCADOS yeah!) but milk fuel wear and tear on vehicles is much higher here than there. Anyway we have incurred debt since serving in Guatemala. And it is ours to deal with. We are not going bankrupt and our support is amazingly stable considering the economic issues in our home country. We are grateful for your support.
Cindy went through the airport with a one way ticket and a new passport that did not have a visa properly stamped in it. It made security a little nervous. She looks so threatening as you know (just ask Casey and Peggy – she never scared Jason but that is a different story). She was grilled on at least two occasions and got to meet the drug and bomb dogs at our international airport. They liked her! Long lay over in Atlanta was extended when some equipment failed on the plane – on the ground – see we ARE blessed. She finally made it home about 8:30 pm (over 14 hour day for her) into the loving arms of family.
Her job starts today. She had this job the day we discussed this option and she called a lifelong friend Beverly. We also knew while we wanted to reduce costs we were going to need to invest in a car. In the meantime we called Red and Sandra (will save their last names as I have not asked them if I could share this yet) who always let us borrow their car. We asked if we could keep it a couple of months to build up a down payment on a personal vehicle. Red is a car nut. On Saturday Peggy dropped Cindy off at Red/Sandra’s house to pick up the car. There was a Toyota Camry sitting in the driveway. These friends gifted us with a car y’all! I cannot express our gratitude enough. We believe this is a blessing from God. Cindy was crying when she told me… fortunately I was on this side and she couldn’t see my reaction…
Thank you Red and Sandra. Thank you Beverly. Now to some frugal living and getting this time of our life behind us in as short a time as possible. No photos this time. Got to run, propane, meet with Tejeda-Harris about some paperwork, gearing up for a couple of Joni and Friends containers for Bethel International Ministries, water man comes today, garden needs hoed and lawn needs mowed and I have promised to spend some time on the bed with my leg in the air… dear!
Thank You LORD for friends that support us in so many unique ways.
Dennis and Cindy McCutcheon
It ain’t easy. It is humbling. God requires it of all His children on occasion. We are from “America” (actually the United States of America – it is rude here to say you are from America as every one of our Guatemalan friends can say the same thing. We are often rude; it comes from our pride.) Relatively we are the wealthy ones, we should give. We are the spiritual ones here ‘on mission’ and a major part of that mission is to give. It is our role to give. But to receive??? From those who are poorer, from those who we consider friends, yokefellows in mission here; how does one do that?
First, friends, there is a dangerous pride in giving. It is an area the Christian community should take caution. When I give from the flesh; 1.) I keep accounts – you need to show me results. Based on those results depends my future giving. Noah and the apostles would have failed most mission agency tests. 2.) I put you in debt to me. 3.) I am in control of the relationship. You jump through my hoops so I and others can pat me on the back. (gag) If it honors self don’t do it! If it honors Christ, don’t you dare to not do!
Should accounting be done? – in the majority of cases overwhelmingly yes… but supporting missionaries in Islamic world, persecuted churches in North Korea, China, ministries that are trying to free people from gangs, sexual slavery and prostitution may be working in areas where ‘necessary paper trails’ can put these we call brother/sister in danger. Ask the LORD (it IS His money anyway) for wisdom and discernment in these situations. There are times to give, let go, shut up and don’t go home and brag about it on the internet.
There is, also, a sinful pride in refusing to receive. (my struggle in this moment). Here I am just out of the hospital. Sick enough I scared my wife, an experienced nurse. Medical care in Guatemala is done in cash, baby! It is much less expensive when you do not have brokers (insurance companies, government) and lawyers under every rock. Still in our financial situation we were in a position we could not cover the hospitalization and the outpatient medical regimen. Payday is not until next week. We plundered the envelope for auto insurance and propane. Thought it might be enough… it was not. Humbling situation. Yes we are uninsured medically. We could not afford that luxury and serve here in Guatemala.
Into my room walk Oscar and Amy Garcia, and passes an envelope to me from the staff of Orphan Resource International (ORI). It was a busy week for ORI yet every staff member gave, sacrificially. We found out later that our situation was mentioned to ORI’s USA staff and a team here in Guatemala and some of those gave – and that is still coming in. That first gift covered the IM and oral antibiotics, Nexium, couple other things in my daily medical regimen for a total of 10 days. If they had not given we could not have afforded those meds. We have praised ORI in the past and we continue to do so today.
So many other gifts… Amy fed Cindy and Mary Kate while they were watching over me that first day. Apparently I wasn’t thinking of food at that point – Bummer! Amy can cook! The Walls brought killer chicken soup. The Sauders came a couple days after coming home with soup and grilled cheese sandwiches and their daughters cleaned up the kitchen afterwards. Y’all (that is what we say in North Carolina when we mean every last one of you’ns ) are a blessing to us. While I find it hard to receive from you, I was forced to see the providence of GOD for us from you. It is my prayer the LORD will return every centavo 100 fold so you can support the orphans He has given care of to you. Humbly Cindy and I thank Orphan Resource International for holding our hands in this moment.
Mary Kate Hardy biomedical engineering student, gave in a different way. We (Joe Leier, Rick Wood and I nicknamed her ‘Chatty’ – for those who know her, you just smiled) were blessed to have her in our house at this time of need. She went with Cindy and translated very effectively. Mary Kate and Rick Wood showed true mission flexibility by not complaining when we substantially changed her internship schedule here. I pray Mary Kate we do not have to do that again. Thank you both for your help and uncomplaining flexibility.
And Cindy… such a blessing to have a nurse/wife in this time. I am sure they would not have agreed to discharge if she did not have the skills to give injections, take vital signs etc. Thank you honey.
Since I am the photographer there are no photos accompanying this blog.
Thank you for your continued support.
Dennis and Cindy McCutcheon
This is a brief sweet story. One of the clients (Proyecto de Salud Sangre de Cristo) that use Vine International to help serve their patients had this elderly female patient walk in using a cut off piece of broom stick to help her ambulate. They took her broom stick and gave her a cane collected in Ohio by Wheels of Hope They collect from local private donors or some relationships with companies like Invacare. Vine International ships their goods to Guatemala and distributes to over one hundred ministries and humanitarian aid groups that serve the poor of Guatemala.
So back to this precious grandmother. She was obviously happy with the gift of the cane. The doctor and nurse said she walked into the waiting room, drew herself up to full height and with a big smile announced loudly to the waiting room, “Now I am elegant!”
I do not understand all that is going on in the states but regulations from agencies that no longer answer to congress are interfering with donations. Apparently large companies like Invacare must now send their product to an EPA approved recycling center for destruction instead of re-purposing to ministries like ours. It is sad. If true it is immoral.
Thank you for your continued support.
In Christ, Dennis and Cindy.
NOW it is NOT the first container… Actually it is 165th container and that doesn’t count the buses and van loads of medical supplies that preceded that first container in the last 20 years. BUT it is the first SPONSORED Container of the SKIP program. SKIP is Woody’s attempt at an acronym and stands for Sponsored Kontainer International Program and yes the spell check rejects it. This was a suggestion from friends of Vine late last year in order to try to increase interest and support for shipping containers of medical supplies. SO this is our first. And we are grateful. There will be a later report to show where some of these supplies end up and the patients they serve. See photos of delivery process linked here.
Your church, Sunday School class, civic organization, family or you personally can sponsor a container. The process is outlined on our website. Go to the main web page and scroll down til you see the proverbial Thermometer…www.vineinternational.org This first container funds are complete. It is a medical supply container on average taking $8,500 to pay shipping fees (fuel, road use taxes, container ship fees, drivers, sometimes security guards to ride shotgun just like stage coach with John Wayne). Often it takes another $3,000 for procurement issues. While on our website sign up for the newsletter and check out our history video.
Bruce Allsop will be joining with a few medical associates for the second container. You will notice that it is more expensive $14,500. This is due to fees needed to obtain the medicine and extra fees on this end to get it thru customs. This second container has a long way to go at this posting. Dr. Allsop is one of our board members. I have seen him at work – he is a treasure to the children he works with here in Guatemala. A couple of the photos included in the project page are from a trip I did with him. If you know Bruce and want to join in on the fun, read the instructions and consider a gift towards helping the poor of Guatemala. The link is here at Dr. Bruce Allsop Container
We thank you, all of you for your continued prayer and financial support. The discipleship group is growing by new professions of faith and BY BIRTH. Yea!
Dennis and Cindy McCutcheon
Cindy and I are leading a Bible study. The group is very mixed, English only, Spanish only and a few bilingual, and the runs of the spectrum of denominations, church wounded, broken families. I have never been with such diversity in such a small group (usually about a dozen or so). We are beginning the second chapter of Ephesians tonight. Paul’s emphasis on the Grace of the Trinity in chapter one continues. Our salvation takes us from spiritually dead to life eternal in Christ. Our salvation is an act of Grace, a gift from God, purchased by the blood of Christ, sealed by the Holy Spirit. A gift I cannot repay.
Some teach we will know all when we get to heaven. I have always been uncomfortable with that thought. The only ‘know it all’ is God Himself, the rest are fools full of self pride and always fail when time comes to deliver. (smile – I were one so to speak). Read Ephesians 2:7 “in ages to come” He (God the Father) will show us / school us in grace. It seems to say it will take eternity to know what grace is…
Eph 2:7 that in the ages to come he might show the exceeding riches of his grace in kindness toward us in Christ Jesus:
Verse 6 God the Father raised us and makes us SIT before Jesus, I believe for instruction. Would it not have been enough that God the Father were simply kind toward us? But Paul in v. 7, stretches the grandeur of speech and one gets the sense that words will never be enough.
His Kindness toward us – His grace in kindness toward us – RICHES of His grace in kindness toward us – THE EXCEEDING RICHES of His grace in kindness toward us === IN CHRIST.
I believe that we will be schooled in grace at the feet of Jesus sitting at the Throne on the right hand of the Father. That that school term will not be three, six or twelve months, but it will be for eternity. Grace is recieving what we do not deserve… simple thought. Do we understand? I think we only have a hint of grace, and that God the Father’s hearts desire is that we understand this more fully. If we understood this we would once again turn the world upside down for the Glory of Christ. And all this (v. 8) a gift from the hand, mind and heart of God the Father.
Back to studying for the teaching this evening. May Jesus be glorified.
Please be in prayer for us and our neighbors. Lilly our precious neighbor was robbed at gunpoint and hit once with a bat. An attempt was made on our neighbor on the other side. We have a guard for a season. The professional guard here for the last two days cannot fire his weapon as the company charges him for each shell he uses. It is the Don Knotts Security Firm, I think. We are taking steps we believe to be wise, but ultimately we are in the LORD’s Hands and surrounded by Legions of His Angels. We are His to do with as He pleases. Very firmly we are IN CHRIST!
Dennis and Cindy McCutcheon
Five years ago today Cindy and I stepped off the plane in Guatemala City (Peggy came with us for a brief time). Dennis and Doris Rice welcomed us. He tossed me the keys and told me the Mitzubishi was my responsibility. It has been a wild five years. We are now resident status in Guatemala, with Guatemalan ID and Driver’s License.
One of the life lessons here is you cannot live here in a turtle shell, one must have friends and must invest in friends. In this we have been truly blessed. If I start listing events you will get bored reading and I will offend someone forgetting to put them in the list.
Vine International is somewhat unique. Our ‘work’ is shipping medical supplies, equipment and medicines to serve evangelical and humanitarian medical facilities that serve the rural and inner city poor. We have been given opportunities to preach, teach Bible, do weddings, work with building teams for hospitals and homes of handicapped, orphanages. We feel strongly we have been planted here for a great work to come. Our boss Woody Woodson sets the tone, abiding in Christ. It is easy to do ‘good’ works, my works and pull from Christianese to make us look good. Easy to take our ‘mission’ and ask Jesus to support our good ideas. God does not share His Glory or the Glory of His Son Jesus. Jesus is not there to be used for my benefit. If this is how we use Him then the work will always be natural and results predictable.
Abiding in Christ – Christ first, we abiding in submission, are free then to do what He asks. Yes to do the work of shipping an amazing amount of material on amazing little financial resources and sharing with over 100 works in Guatemala. But also to preach the Word, to be used to minister to neighbors, to be ministered to by neighbors. To love on some amazing brothers and sisters in Christ who do not have resources to respond with anything but love in return. To see God’s transformed children serve in amazing ways through amazingly difficult circumstances in the midst of unspeakable evil. When the relationship is us in submission to our LORD it is His work and one can expect to see supernatural results as common. A boy’s lunch of five loaves and two small fish feeds 5,000 men. The Vine Family believes this story is real and literal – we see it happen all the time. We participate in handing out that which comes from the Hand of Christ.
LORD, we praise You and Your Son. All glory and all honor are Yours. Thank You for calling Cindy and I here and giving us the provisions to do this work. May the work we do make You smile. There is much that is evil here and we claim Your power and authority over such as these. Make us bold to speak of the importance of relationship with Jesus Your Son. Let us see Your Hand and Heart at work in both our friends and even in Your enemies in this beautiful land. Keep our friends safe. Help us to steward the finances and materials that You give us into those ministries that are active in Your Harvest Fields. Thank You for this last five years and we turn our eyes to what is ahead until You call us Home. In Jesus Name Amen.
Thank you for your support. We value your financial support and prayers, believing God gives you that desire and those resources. And finally, Cindy has a four year driver license. She threatened Woody with she has no desire to get another Guatemalan Driver’s license… smile. We will see.
Dennis and Cindy McCutcheon